I wrote an entry a couple of weeks ago about my work/school anxieties which I never posted. I just don't feel like sharing anything anymore. So I emailed my advisor and we had a heart to heart, and I'm not dropping out of school, for now at least.

My sister had a baby boy. I got a blackberry. That's about as exciting as it gets around here.

This is what my life is like right now:



It's pretty darn funny. Then I recall that it's mine, and feel the urge to lie in bed for hours listening to MJ and Britney.

I had an appointment this afternoon, and the NP was surprised to learn that the pills I was on to control the cysts were still on the market. Apparently the estrogen dose in them is really really insanely high. She jokingly congratulated me on being on them for 19 months without developing blood clots or becoming suicidal. It wasn't very funny, for about a hundred thousand katrillion reasons.

I still don't know where it's going or why it's going there. Sometimes I wonder if it's even mine.

And if you don't like it, you can go suck on Vulcan's fiery cock.

Sorry, all entries after this are for friends only.

The internet is huge; go spy on someone else.